Friday, June 26, 2015

angry girl journal 06.26.2015

only you can make feel like a high school girl again.  all giddy from seeing you, talking to you.  then your endless mindfucking gets to me.  you hit me with something and i just keep deflecting.  it is always difficult with you.  simple conversations become banter then arguments in one swift blow.  and i don't have time for this . . . mindfucking.  you either want me or you don't.  it can't be both.  do you do these things to get my attention? don't you have everybody else's already?  i don't even exist to you.

you HAVE my full attention.  you just have to let me know what you really want.  otherwise, fuck off.  i don't have time to play coyote and road runner.