Sunday, January 01, 2012

oh, it's a new year alright

i'm not the girl that guys court, swoon over, sing songs and give flowers to.  i'm not the girl they go out of their way to research on - like for favorite things and stuff.  i'm not the girl they marry.  i'm the girl they keep around when they need money, or sleep with.  i'm the girl they have friends with.  nobody wants to be with me.  nobody thinks i'm special enough.  nobody cares.

but i take care of everybody.  nobody wants to take care of me.

happy new year, bels.